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Tuesday, November 21st, 2006
8:27 pm	IF I DID IT by OJ SIMPSON was cancelled by the publisher on November 20th and I am pissed. I don't know if it makes me sick, but I really wanted to read it. Only because ever since that jury said he was innocent I have been pissed. I wanted to read his piece of shit book and hear what really goes on in someones head when they decide to kill their wife. I don't believe in glorifying murderers, but I really wanted to read that book. He gave everyone the middle finger by writing that book. But then again, he is "innocent" so he has that right, right? Scott and I saw Copeland last night and it was amazing. Falling asleep with Scott is amazing. This lady sitting next to me in the cafe is a tweeeeek. 3 pinned me X pin me up
Friday, October 27th, 2006
6:37 am	what to do I have not felt this amount of stress in well, EVER. I am usually good at balancing my crazy schedule. I am suppose to go to the city next week and stay at a hotel and work mon-fri/9:00-5:00. This seems like a fabulous idea, because then I have a hotel in the city on Halloween. Plus, I get my 40 hours of work in. However, in exchange I have to miss two days of school. Although I have NO test or quizes, I find this to be a bad situation. I would still miss out on important lectures which may make/break my grade. I feel like if I miss those two days I risk getting too far behind. My week in the city will probably end up consisting of going to work, going back to my hotel room and trying to study to understand what I would have done in class that day. Except for halloween, which I will be out in Castro getting crazy and trying to drag my drunk ass to work the next day. On top of all of this, my mom's boyfriend along with his son are moving back into my mom's house. Which if anyone knows the situation, knows that this means coming home will be almost unbearable. I want to move back to walnut creek because im driving out there 6 days a week anyways. However, I am BROKE. My monthly bills add up to about $600. Not including gas and food. My parents have never helped me with money, EVER. I also just paid for these few things. $150-new breaks for car $200-new tires for car (I got a deal) $125-phone bill $71- car insurance $86-new flat iron to replace my broken one. $50-VISA Keep in mind, I spent that much money in about a week. I still need to pay my other bills,and replace my also broken hair dryer. FUCK, every single part of my life is shit right now. Not to mention I am still trying to recover from my surgery and still dealing with this fuckin pain that won't go away. My desire to go out about every night does'nt help me either. I always want to go out, go to the city, do this-do that. I spend my money and have fun. Then I realize, OH shit I did'nt do my homework, I have school tomorrow...blah blah blah. There needs to be more time in a day. I need to train my body to be able to live off of only 5 hours of sleep a night or something. It seems like no matter what I do, it's not going to be right. Do I go to the city and risk my grades or do I not go to the city and risk my job? Can I juggle that much next week and not go nuts? Basically, I need a break from life. I am going to go take my percocet and forget about life for at least 6 hours. 5 pinned me X pin me up
Saturday, October 21st, 2006
4:43 am	I am holding back and I don't know why. Let's not play it safe. 4 pinned me X pin me up
Sunday, October 8th, 2006
5:20 am	P.S. Im tired of spending so much money. Don't get mad at me if you ask me to do something and I say "no." Im trying to save some money. X pin me up
5:03 am	Goals in life Here are some things I would like to accomplish within the next year. If you can in anyway help me accomplish these goals let me know. -get out of the country -meet someone who wants to travel with me -get my own apartment -pass biology -meet some new friends -make $16.50 an hour -drive to New York and back 1 pinned me X pin me up
Thursday, October 5th, 2006
2:43 am	I love this rain! X pin me up
Saturday, September 30th, 2006
6:38 pm	I guess you got sick of being called a dOOd Keep trying. Maybe if you try hard enough. Wear more eyeshadow and spend more money on shoes. He will acutally want to be with you. Not just fuck you for fun. OOpz. 2 pinned me X pin me up
Thursday, September 21st, 2006
1:53 am	Finally a post Life is good. I have date on Friday night. His name is Dave, age 23, pilot, tall and attractive. Sounds promising? We are going to the A's game with one of my friends and one of his. Could be good. All I know is there will be free beer, fireworks and attractive boys so im there! Pop scene tomorrow night. RAGE! If your coming along, your cool. 2 pinned me X pin me up
Monday, August 28th, 2006
11:04 pm	I found out the best information ever today. I finally found what I have been looking for. It took me about 12 years to find it. I know for sure know within the next year my life is going to change dramatically. It starts tomorrow. X pin me up
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
12:11 am	single,fabulous and getting those digits! Today was the most perfect 4th of July ever. Basically if your me Amanda or Erika you love life right now. Went to Santa Cruz all day then went to San Francisco at night to watch fireworks. I got two guys numbers, only one was really nice. The other guy sucked and I gave him my fake number only because he bought be a $4 beer, sucka! Ill post pictures/videos later when I actually have a computer:/ I wish I could have made it to Will's house to see everyone. I hope you all had a good fourth. <3 Current Mood: happy 3 pinned me X pin me up